The Relation Ship

So this is how it feels 
to not quite be sailing 
on the relation ship
but having it there 
a few steps away 
awkward pacing 
tiny steps to get on
but it's not wishful thinking
the ship may end up sinking
at least it's within my reach,
whether it set sails or not 
I don't know who will care
me
hopefully you 
too. 


Wow lots of water based poems recently, does this say something about me?
(not a rhetorical question, I geniuely have no idea whether writing a lot poetry based around water metaphors says something about me. It probably does)