I Can't Sleep

So I was still awake at half 4 in the morning yesterday, that was fun -.-  blahblahblah, I'm tired -.-
Yup, there's me. I took a picture so I had proof I sat on my floor at half in the morning, using my chair as a table so I could use my laptop. Don't I look happy. 

Compare the 2 pictures xD
Aha oh dear.

Sat on my floor 
no longer caring 
what the time is any more
eyes are strained 
as is the brain 
I'm wondering if I'm going insane 
thoughts not walking
but sprinting all around
I feel trapped
enclosed 
there's not enough room
between the ceiling and the ground. 


Thoughts of love
of a hazel gaze
of the future 
how I'll spend my days
of wanting to create
an idea that hasn't been done
but really
the most important one
why
why can't I sleep?

Exhaustion

Brain drags
like the feet
struggling through air
can't bring self to care
just carry on
whatever happens
just carry on.

Pin Cushion

Too tired to write properly o.o

yes, yes, working 9 - half 5. blaahh I'm a wimp. shut up.

We may live to regret

wait,

we will live to regret

some of what we say

or do

but I for one

try to balance it out

with what I say to you.

Not all the time I'm perfect

not even very close

but when I snap

getting mad

stick a pin

in  your skin

I'll try to

take it out

forget the pain,

treat me the same

so when you

or I 

are gone

we'll know

that what we had

might not have been perfect

but it was

possibly 

close. 

Falling in to Lethargy

In the very marrow
of bones
In the each nail
of every toe 
exhaustion seeps
through.


Can't start,
let alone finish
any