In My Head

A half empty plate of cupcakes 
possibilities
couples at tables 
yellow lighting 
that looks cosy
maybes 
what could happen
something new 
pink cloud, kissing the grey
and this just me
what about you
what about everybody? 

Rambling What's

So I've been here a week. Wow. I'm struggling with an idea today so I shall just start writing words and hope it's not shit.. Great attitude to have just before starting uni work isn't it?

What is me 
and who am I? 
What makes you 
and who you are?
What makes them
become an us 
and what makes like
turn into love?  
What makes us hate 
feel 
think 
sense 
believe 
have faith
what makes me 
and who am I?

I Don't Know Why

I don't know
you


I don't know
whether I'm
making the most
of being young


I don't know
maths
or science
that well at all


I don't know 
what's said
behind my back


I don't know 
why we have poverty
and why we have war
why we have disease 
where there is no cure


I don't know how society
became to behave like today
I suppose,
I'm just trying to live
and be okay. 

Wonder

Quite a childish, simple one today. Oh well. I got the title from oneword.com 

I wonder what will become of you
and what will become of me
Will we grow together?
Will we be free?


I wonder how the moon spins
I wonder about the stars
I wonder whether if if there really
is, life on the planet Mars. 


I wonder if we see colour
all in the same light 
I wonder if anyone thinks of me
late in to the night. 


I wonder if about the wind 
what shade would it be
but really,
most of all
I just wonder about you and me. 

Me

So it's May. I didn't think I'd be able to last this long doing this thing. My aim when starting this was to inspire and keep myself inspired. It's working =]

I find myself enjoying the scenery around me instead of looking at the floor. 


I'm thinking of getting a tattoo that says inspire - to  remind me to keep seeking it.


I have a notebook slowly becoming filled with images I find that stir some sort of emotional response. 


I plan to go to the library and try to take out all the books I have on my 'To Read List'

(I have a To Read List) 


I'm, dare I say it, but I'm kind of happy with who I am. I'm not sure if writing this has lead to this discovery. I feel like I have some depth to myself but just being 18, I know this is still pretty shallow.


I'm not happy all the time but I think I'm content for most of it. 


Alright so poem for the day. Being an internet user myself, I know the attention span is lacking so I'll keep it short for today.

Make me think
Make me smile
make the short time
we have
worth the while.
You be you
I'll be me
maybe one day
we
could be we.