Despite all the change
through all the seasons
living independently
some might call it
growing up
underneath it all
I'm still me,
the same naive girl
who reads too much
in to looks
and hopes with each
pump of the heart
that for once
she hasn't read too deep
and that look
there
means something.
I wish knit together
all the views I see
put them in to a film
so I can look back
at my whole life history.
There would be blue skies
and of course grey
there would be every single one
of all of my holidays
there would be water
in the lens at times
for when I've gotten sad
and there may be slight tremors
for those times when I've been mad.
But the most important thing
would be that is all there
I would have all my memories
and watching them would be like
breathing in a second, filling, air.
